┈━═☆ 高智明

2010-07-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

i realli hate ppl to always talk about money money money..

2008-09-23T12:41:00.001+08:00

red blog..
very girl..
LOL..
i know that..
but i'm just bored..
so i did that..
and i know it doesn't look nice oso..

someone guide me in design pls..

><

2008-08-25T03:39:00.002+08:00

back from MIA !!
=)

was realli realli very busy + moody + siann diaoo..

exams

killed 3 exam papers on last wk and i think i did badly for all of them..

let me start off with "Database" paper.. i was slacking, slacking throughout the whole semester.. wasn't paying full attention to the lessons and i ended up giving marks and leaving blanks in the paper..

so what about the 2nd paper, "Object-Oriented Analysis & Design 1".. pretty alright bah.. but i'm so scared of my use cases and explanations, i suck at it.. i'm not good in programming, from FSP to OOP to OOAD, i scored a max of B+.. not even a A..

last paper of the wk, "Wireless Technology".. didn't study much either.. i did think about what type of qns and topics might come out but i didn't expect GPS to come out.. it did!! ohh my holy mama!! >< i lost like 15marks over there.. meaning, out of 40 marks and i'm left with onli 25marks to score.. (provided i get full marks for the rest of the qns) but its impossible right?!?! i'm not a "good-material" in studies, playing, maybe yes.. muahahahha.. X=

lucky, there's no "e-Business" paper for this exam.. cause they replace the paper with a final report.. xD

overall, i realli think i did badly.. database is gonna pull my GPA down alot and i'm gonna disappoint alot of ppl.. alot.. can't blame anyone.. onli can blame myself for not study hard and study smart enough.. its realli "ohh my holyy god".. its going semester 2.2 SOON!! so will i be able to make it?? results will be out on the 15sept, through mail, sms and mani other sources.. help~ i dun wanne retake any module.. i'm old enough alrdy..

and before my paper, dixy told me, "can retain ahh.. den we can go grad together and go army together oso.." LOL..

schedule

holiday alrdy.. but i'm booked for activities like camps, chalet, school duties, meetings and other stuffs.. how to work?!?! if bobian den i'll go back to my freelance webdesigner side.. currently i have a couple of projects to work on.. all are webdesigns.. one of them is mark's IPH.. gonna complete for him.. just to touch up and add some codes..

even since the end of "World Skills Singapore", my moral and confidence level got hurt badly.. i even take out the "Ngee Ann Polytechnic" and "World Skills Singapore" logos from the jacket, making it so naked now..

life

how's life like, when i can't live without you?? but i did it.. life is like a bus-stop to me, there's always a "moving-time" and a "pit-stop-time".. its just the matter of how are you gonna move on and when are you gonna move on.. in life, there's always someone going off, away from you and someone new coming to you..

friends..

i'm realli glad that i've friends like bin, gary, dixy, andy, jiayi, hadi, wailiang (too long to list all) and other to be with me everytime, pushing me and supporting me.. bin going oversea soon, gonna miss him badly sia.. (not gaying) but all the best while you're at overseas, bin !! =)

2008-05-28T23:58:00.004+08:00

Image1 - NP WSS Team

Image2 - preparing for captain ball match (P/S: i'm the one in black(left))

Image3 - Act cute Session before captain ball match (P/S: i'm the one in black and have a weird expression(middle))

Image4 - Time for a tactical game

( will upload more pictures soon )

back from KL camp..

its good..

i realli enjoyed alot from the camp..

i learnt alot from the camp too..

building sandcastle is great, its a good activity to build both your determination and mindset..

let's talk about the camp later..

i'm tired..
><

2008-05-21T10:44:00.002+08:00

ahh kenn didn't go school on tuesday !!
X=

was away for a camp in KL last wkends..
will update photos soon..
[talk to you later, my dear diary]

2008-05-14T16:23:00.003+08:00

[today]
ah kenn didn't go school today..
haha..
X=

[studies]
tml gonna do makeup with wailiang or i can't catch up liao..
its gonna be a busy today for me??

[plans]
i'm going back to school later for some stuffs, for SCC and WSS meeting.. 1 year le wor.. competition is coming.. feeling more and more stress about it..

going KL with NP WSS team from 17th may to 19th may.. so siann..

[life]
just now chatted with my mum.. just realise that its may now.. so fast.. time realli pass very fast wen you're busy.. secondary school's holiday is starting in about a wk's time.. so good.. iwan my holiday too.. haven get to enjoy my holiday since i joined NP, shld say the NP WSS team.. ppl get to play and enjoy while i go school and od debugging.. wow.. wat a life.. LOL..

chatted with huijia oso.. was talking to her about my life and so on.. so how did i push myself so far de?? 0.o i've no idea.. what i know is, i keep tell myself, "you're strong and you can be stronger" when i wanne burst.. life is realli stressful?? yeahh?? lucky gt my ahh mei to push me abit and abit or i'll start to drop into the drain liao.. have grow alot of white hair.. pluck out alot oso.. quite siann to see them.. why can't ppl live without stress?? i know myself that i need stress to push myself to move.. but i guess the stress level is kinda of too much?? representating NP is ok to me, doing web designing is ok to me, writing codes and playing with flash is ok with me too.. but why eat my holiday sia..

"home sound like hotel to me" - gary tan.. OOPS.. X=
haha.. i agrees to it.. its realli my "hotel" since i joined NP WSS team.. sometime i feel that NP WSS team is realli taking my breathe away.. busy busy busy.. templates templates templates.. assignments assignments assignments..

ppl asked why am i in school on a saturday morning?? i said i've lesson.. haha.. fun right?? 10am to 6pm.. its realli too fun to be fun.. =.="

sometime i realli hate myself but i just can't help it.. why can't i show the weak side of me?? "cheng qiang" isn't good at all times.. AHH !!! i know that my friends are trying to shower some love, care and concern to me.. but ahh.. nvm..

maybe i need a life?? i realli need?? things change alot i guess and i just realise that.. love isn't as pure as how i feel.. life isn't as good as what i think.. earth isn't as round as it seems to be.. why is this so?? haha.. LAME and crap from me..

recalling - i chatted with shilin and told her not to stress.. but she say i'm more stress.. how she know?!?! maybe its a guess?!?! i realli need someone who knows me.. know wat i'm thinking..

[horoscope]
some believe in it while others don't.. i do believe but not 100%.. horoscope says that aquarius is independent.. yes.. i am.. too independent.. but dunno why love life i choose to be dependent.. 0.o so what about emotion-less?? maybe its quite true.. i rather show/express myself.. my expression is onli * nods nods * or yes.. others dun wanne say liao..

[music]
"wo bu pei - jay chou" - repeat mode..

[end]
alright!! going pompom den go school liao.. NP WSS team meeting starts @ 5.30pm at IE Office..
cya again.. my dearest dear diary and friends who view my blog..
thanks alot..
=)

2008-05-12T09:46:00.000+08:00

shi mian ahh !! shi mian last night and can't slp.. i think i slp at 4am++.. wat liao.. den today's lesson from 9am to 5pm..

T.T

2008-05-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

just installed Adobe Web Standard given by the school.. pretty laggy..
=\

competition is drawing nearer and nearer each day..
have the suffocating feeling..

2008-05-08T01:25:00.002+08:00

just reached home..
had mcdonald as usual for wed..
hmm, kinda of tired??
i'm not sure..
but i had double vision from the morning till now..
i dunno wat happened oso..

tml's gonna be a long day for me.. gt training for WSS.. going KL soon liao.. gt so mani things to do..

[ P/S: how do i breathe, withyou here by myside ]

2008-05-05T02:58:00.002+08:00

gt a little bit of gastric just now..
yeahh..
recovery from it le..

now tio again..

GASTRIC !!

><"

(sunday)
morning - nth
afternoon - nth
night - abit of dinner

2008-05-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

yeahhh..
had gastric pain..

=.="

2008-04-30T10:05:00.004+08:00

went for WorldSkills Peak Performance Camp 2008 briefing ytd.. exchange alot of tips for the competition and had dinner with the rest of the competitors.. it has been a tiring year for me.. peak camp which is held in KL resort from 17th May 2008 to 19th May 2008..

realli very stressful but some just don't understand.. why must they give me the feeling that they are so bossy and "are-in-control-of-the-situation".. i realli dislike boot-lickers but why they just wanne show it to me.. praising lecturers in all means and way.. its realli WTH..

today's wednesday.. gonna have CCA in the evening and having guitar lesson at 1.30pm at clubhouse.. think gonna have a emo day..

- TBC later -

2008-04-27T14:42:00.005+08:00

NEW POST !!

couldn't do much on my blog due to my tight schedule..

below is a picture about my latest banner.. (its actually animated but i took a screenshot of it)

i have to follow some template for this assignment.. ><" school has alrdy started.. didn't realli enjoy my holiday.. was mugging on assignments: KeatHong CC, school-based assignments.. trying my best not to get emo.. had CCA orientation with the freshies few days back!! quite fun.. but i dislike one freshie.. he very wat sia.. =.="

[ P/S: she's mine.. ]

had been on the phone with qiuyun for a couple of days.. "hai" her slp late and didn't manage to finish her assignments..

i apologized..

[ P/S: i miss her truck lots.. =( ]

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i feel like calling her but i don't wish to disturb her any further..

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ivy : updated liao.. ps, very busy..
mandy : same school?? didn't realise it.. haha..
p4nda mei : updated !! dun poke..
xueyi : why can't you add me instead?? X=
jiaxuan : haha..
rena : thanks!! enjoy ur day !!
dixon : moshi moshi !! ^^

2008-02-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

blog will resume at 2nd Q of the year..

2008-02-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

What Koh Tee Meng Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

☆高智明☆ with IP address 202.156.9.2 (....)

you are forgiven..
but please do not do it again..

i find that your ignorant is a stupid..
my reputation wun be brought down by ur "let's have sex"..
LOL..

1 more day to that day..

oh ya.. today i broke my specs.. gone liao..
now wearing contact lenses..
just ordered my 4boxes of contactlenses and it cost me 240..
now i owe the bank 1.25k..
><"

went to eunos to find vivian.. she brought me to her company and take a look.. quite nice.. its venture era.. its way better than *&*.. that's how i feel.. vivian look prettier liao.. met up with her and 2 of her friends.. one very lame one very quiet and vivian was the one laughing while i was the one giving 0.o face..
LOL..

2008-01-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Open House 2008

17, 18 & 19 January 2008

2008-01-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

Seven~7 Random facts about me:
1. I've alot HIDDEN fatsssss
2. I enter "3rd dimension" at the age of 6 or 7
3. I love to sing
4. I've low confidence
5. I'm arrogant
6. I'm a not a hard-core gamer anymore
7. I know from my heart that i like ultra-violet

7 things that scare me:
1. Bees
2. Fatssssss
3. Pimplesssssss
4. Become uglier.. >,<"
5. my imaginationssss
6. spend too much money
7. bad hair day

7 Favourite Music Artists at the moment:
1. Rihanna
2. Redwan ali
3. Tank
4. Gary Cao Ge
5. BAD
6. Chai Min You
7. Shinhwa

7 Things I like most:
1. My family & friends
2. Black
3. Coding (especially html, xhtml, dhtml, xml, PHP, ASP.NET and MySQL)
4. My drawing
5. My messy room
6. My character
7. FOOD!!

7 LUCKY people to do this:
1. Gary
2. Dixon
3. Jiayi xD
4. ShiJia
5. JiaXuan
6. Samantha
7. ShiBin

2008-01-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

parents sending my brother to changi airport..
brother going to shanghai for half a year..
its realli gonna be a long long time for me @ home..
cause he's the one who protected me from everything..

NTU send him over to shanghai for oversea attachment..
hope that his future will be alot better after he come back from shanghai..

thinking back..
last time he go army, i like dun care dun care..
cause i can use more of desktop..
play more games..
no one scold me..
no one control me from anything..
but now??
i feel differently..
its a feeling of heartache..
i do not know why..
its not a wk of trip or what..
its 6mths..
and
he will be oversea alone..
with some of his classmates and NTU friends..
but he's gonna be damn independent..
i've been through china lots of times and i know that the security there isn't good..
ppl will be despo for money and will do anything for it..
that's the big big problem for me..

just hope that..
realli hope that..
i'm gonna put it in my birthday wish this year..
coming soon..
28th january 2008..
first and utmost - parents' health get better, especially my mum..
secondly - bro's shanghai trip (safely go and safely come home)..
third - ________________________.

2008-01-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

cover of my NorthWest CDC YLC book BUT i didn't get it this year..

i gt it while i was in sec 3..
this is actually our notebook.. everytime we have meeting, we have to bring it along with us..

yup yup..

this is the Young Leaders Committee - Terms of Reference..

gt alot of stuffs inside..

i go sketch this inside my YLC notebook..

LOL..

2008-01-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver

In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.

Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.

Best matches: INFP or ISFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's Your Love Style?

You Are 80% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.
Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Are You A Gentleman?

You Are Very Mature

Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult.

And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't!

Are You Immature?

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.

(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)

While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

What Type of Ex Are You?

how true are they??

LOL..

(no idea)

haha..

2007-12-31T02:16:00.000+08:00

Song Composing Club

its really a great concert.. we'd made it happened.. quoted from tiffany's "make it happen"..

LOL..

2007-12-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

by adding..

OOPS OOPS !!

X=
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2007-12-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

[ - [ injury ] - ]

what's wrong with you now?? why you turn out to be like that.. i didn't realise till i look at how i walk today.. is it normal or abnormal to be in that way??

0.o

this blog has become my "medical blog" liao.. u wan pain, i give you pain.. sometime you give de pain made me can't walk.. now i dun even feel like going out with you..

=.="

2007-12-27T03:32:00.000+08:00

[ - [ TAGGY ] - ]

fiona : moshi moshi?? why you so high.. press 2time submit.. 0.o
wt : np.. linked you.. my leg ahh.. forget it la.. =\
wen : wen ahh wen !! someone drunk !! X=
bernard : PEANUT !! xD
xinyu : ok la.. still alive.. LOL..
xinyi : long time no see and chat @!(!&@(&!@!@

2007-12-27T03:07:00.000+08:00

[ - [ thoughts ] - ]

in life ppl come and go.. why ahh?? is this realli "life"??
i go hospital cause of my knee..
gary go hospital cause of his arm..
serena go hospital cause of her kidney..

i understand that life is fragile so do takecare of urself..

[ - [ movies ] - ]

i've been muggin on PHP/MySQL these few days but during my break time, i watch movies..
there's some nice movies which i realli wanne share with you all.. although i always mug on PHP/MySQL, i know how to "steal" some time for entertainment.. so dun worry, ppl !!

=)

i prefer..

i am legend..

its screening in most cinema nowadays.. you shld go watch it.. zombie zombie stuffs.. it's very interesting.. overall storyline was not that bad but it took me quite sometime to figure out the storyline in the start..

american pie - beta house..

like all "american pie" stories.. this is quite lame, some might say its crappy but i'm sure its entertaining..

constantine..

somehow.. similiar to "i am legend".. its about some zombie stuffs.. its oso a great show.. i think this show was screen on 2004 but i still like the storyline, that's why i watched it mani times..

battleroyale..

saddistic storyline.. its all about killing.. there's another part, "battleroyale2".. oso saddistic one.. X=

2fast2furious..

if you are a NFS lover, i'm sure you'll love this movie.. its all about speed and cars..

witch yoo hee..

great show.. on wkdays, 10pm @ chnlU.. its a must to watch..

wet dreams..

not that entertaining as "american pie series" but still a okok movie..

2007-12-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

25th december 2007

woke up @ 5pm and went gary's house for steamboaty.. after that went kbox with some of them.. had lots of fun..

26th december 2007

nothing happened..
could i make myself to stop breathing??

i
miss
ultra-violet

2007-12-25T02:39:00.000+08:00

merry xmas !!

how's everything here and everyone?? feeling good?? hope that all are enjoying their xmas with love ones.. it has been a great yr for me.. have friends around me, supporting me, have idiots around me "sacarstic-ing" me, meet alot of type of ppl in poly..

somehow, i love and hate poly..

haha..

why leix??

last time i wanted to get to poly so much cause i dislike secondary school's life.. why?? its so bored.. uniform uniform uniform and homework homework homework.. now i get into Ngee Ann Polytechnic liao.. more assignments.. what the *HILL*.. pretty holy..

just some latest updates from me for the past few days..

i'ven been slping for days.. i was mugging on PHP/MySQL for days.. (i onli rmber) 23thdec2007 i chiong PHP/MySQL, cause i was doing debugging for the programme.. do till 24thdec2007, 7am den i go slp awhile.. before i slp, i set my alarm to 7.30am cause i've to go school for concert preparation.. dunno why time pass so fast.. 30min like few seconds leix.. i wanne doze off den i hear my alarm liao.. wake up den i clean up and go sch.. was pretty early for sch today?? nono.. ytd (24thdec2007).. everyone is waiting for late-comers.. after that we continued to design the LT till 6pm++.. i realli BTH so i packed my bag and went home silently..

went home to eat.. haha.. den i fall aslp.. i think 7pm++ bah.. den dunno why 11.57pm i woke up.. i think, ok.. gary's birthday.. den i go sms him and i fall aslp again.. LOL.. den joyce called me.. now i can't slp.. i dun wanne do debugging oso.. cause my brain is malfunctioning.. gt alot of sms from friends.. THANKS everyone.. =)

(above is my zi-lian pic)

changed my style of dressing again..

was wondering..

how do i look now??

better??

worse??

ya.. just a short update.. my knee is a cmi thing now.. i hardly walk.. (ppl still can see me walk) but i walk with alot alot of pain.. its like falling off in any moment..

LOL..

2007-12-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

chop it off !!

i think is 7pm++.. i walked out of my kitchen, taking my dinner den my knee HURTS.. its not ache.. its hurt liao.. the inner part of my bone is like aching for 15minutes.. think worsen liao..

><

2007-12-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

First Week of Ngee Ann Polytechnic HOLIDAY !!

and i'm having lectures on PHP/MySQL on 19th December 2007 from 10am to 5pm @ eGarage.. ppl are having their sweet holiday leix.. i know i've no rights to complain about this cause i'm in WSS but at least give me some days of ~~holiday~~?? its quite sickening to be in sch, not for fun but for lesson.. and some of my friends were shocked cause they were going out..

this is my notes on ytd de PHP/MySQL work.. i've take down all the possible notes cause i know my competitors aren't that helpful.. =\

ok.. weird pix over here (above).. angle is wrong.. LOL.. i took this out of boredom.. this is actually how i "create table" in MySQL cmd..

cool ahh.. this is dreamweaver.. i'm sure alot ppl have used it b4.. its quite good la.. actually.. cause you just have to click and click and can get the "rdy-made" codes BUT the problem is i've my own codes which looks similiar to theirs.. sir do not let me use them cause they think that its a waste of time.. i understand how they feel but i rather type out all the codes as i spent nights and nights on memorising the codes alrdy..

><

think i'm giving in to stress again..
is stress gonna push me further this time??
or am i gonna break down in any moment??
i shld think it in a more positive manner so it will end up more positively..
sigh..
my brain is all about PHP/MySQL.. can anyone delete them off my mind??
i wanne slp..
i just drank "redbull"..
ok la.. actually this is the first time i'm drinking it.. quite nice.. but its sweet.. abit gt the chemical taste.. X= that's how i feel..

and and AND !!

i realli wanne relax..
someone call me out PLEASE?!?!?!?!

2007-12-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

i changed my blog picture !!

haha..

actually this picture is from Need For Speed - Most Wanted..

that's one of my "cars".. its Lamborghini Gallardo. a realli good car.. can be found @ Orchard de Tangs and taka..

pardon me for my noob knowledge in Photoshop CS 3 Extended..
i'm just appling all the stuffs i know from the lesson today to the picture i like..

i'm changing my blog layout soon.. will be out soon, ya?? cause of my tight schedule, i can onli make one part by one part..

i've also changed my font size.. i find that its "un-readable" last time.. why no1 complaint?? or is it, no readersssss??

ahhh..

HOLY !!

lol..

X=

hope the readers like it..
><

2007-12-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

ended my SCC concert meeting just now.. gt my schedule for SCC concert and rehearsal stuffs.. now gonna compile them together with my WSS schedules as well as my personal one..

i need holiday too..

><

ciaoz !!

2007-12-17T02:07:00.000+08:00

The following are the main schedule for the next 3 days..

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SCC Concert Meeting
17th December 2007
Venue: LT73A
Time : 6.00pm onwards

Photoshop CS Training
18th December 2007
Venue: 27-04-14
Time : 9.00 AM to 12.00 PM

PHP programming in Dreamweaver 8.0 Training
19th December 2007
Venue: eGarage (to be confirmed)
Time : 10.00 AM to 5.00 PM

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2007-12-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

i created this out of boredom..

=.="

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taggy replied

rena : how can you bite me when you're shorter?? bite my butt.. X=
huihui : dun worry.. thanks for your concern.. i'm still alive and kicking !! =)
dixy : holiday = more (assignments/training) how to rest sia.. life isn't the same
anymore.. things have changed, for good and bad.. i've decided to hide my
feelings because i see no aim of putting it up..
joyce : will link you asap.. ahh toot toot !!
someone : how's life for you?? is it still good?? my knee is fine.. just wanne chop it off.. dun
talk about it..
rena : old bird.. you slp early.. your 20's coming in less than a mth..
fiona : miss me or the vodka?? X=

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many things have changed.. even ppl.. the way they talk and the way they react to stuffs.. in life, ppl come and go.. so why bother to look for them?? is there realli a need to?? i will not say that i'm matured cause i know i'm still very childish.. playing maplestory.. (i'm realli bored)

i went clubbing with ziqin, jiayi & steve.. had lots of fun with them @ DXO.. steve wanne "xiao mei mei" and wanne me show him how to dance with them.. i rejected.. (stop it.. stop talking about her) (she means nth to you and you mean nth to her too)

maybe i was wrong to know you from the start.. it started off 2years ago.. before i even come into ngee ann.. nvm.. dun talk..

i've seen girls using my money like "water" and they feel so happy about it.. ahh.. why am i talking about my sad story..

i had doctor appointments.. i haven been seeing doctor for mths.. i dislike them.. all they say is "take good care of yourself and you will be fine".. that one i know la.. but gt cure?? no cure.. onli can maintain current state.. =.=" damn you..

dun feel like blogging

2007-12-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

HEY !!

i'm back!! sorry for the MIA-stuffs.. was busy with my school work for wks.. anyone missing me here?? NO?!?! ahhh.. sad.. xD

think about that, i mean sch stuffs.. i've been mugging on PHP/MySQL for mths.. others are having a good time while i'm opposite.. =.=" cause my schedule crash with my training one.. have to attend my lectures/tutorials den rush over to my training.. can't learn anything there.. lecturers always finish lectures early and all i get is notes, noteS, NOtES, NOTES!! notes are stilll ok, but the main pt is i gonna do my own notes and do self-learning/revision..

ok.. let me talk about wat happened today(i mean YESTERDAY)
i go school.. as usual..
after school, huihui and huiyi was at the booth.. so i went there and take a look.. actually wanne help out de but i lazyy.. hee.. X= it start pouring and dixy dun wanne go home.. so i go disturb his PSP slim and play with it..
after booth ends, ivy feel quite sick.. (that's wat she says) so i helped her carry her stuffs back to the clubhouse.. (not carry her)
while walking up the stairs, my knee hurts.. but like no1 care sia.. its like "double" the pain i usually get.. but still, no1 care.. =.=" after that i went home with dixy dixy..

wat's wrong with my leg??
i know the answer(some close ones know it too)
i was thinking in the lift just now..
"shld i go back and see the doctor?!?!"
i hate doctors..
i had been seeing doctor doctor doctor doctor from young..
from head(nose) to toe(knee)..
wat liao..
seriously, can say i'm despo or wat..
i realli need ppl to concern for me..
care and concern i mean..
all i can say now is, knee condition has worsen..
doctor is a must..
but i just die die dun wan go see..

actually i'm quite healthy one leix..
realli la.. xD
i still can walk..
LOL..

2007-11-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

ya..

friday just completed my yew tee cc web design..
i did shit..
i designed shit..
i was so stupid that i can't handle xhtml and css codes well..
gonna practice more and more..
need to practice my typing speed too..
type with no error or fewer errors..
wat liao..

now gonna practice my php web publishing..
stress stress stress..

2007-11-07T09:27:00.000+08:00

why am i feeling so stress??

AHH?!?!

i shld be happy right??

didn't slp much.. didn't slp much.. i slp @ 4.30 and woke up @ 5am for web publishing.. didn't go MSN cause dun wanne get scolded by her.. do till like 7am knocked out again.. 8.30am den wake up..

know that gary is sick.. hope he will recover soon, ya?? and for others who are falling sick.. nono.. who fall sick liao, takecare and recover soon too!! nowadays de weather is so weird.. rain abit onli den stop..

ytd i saw the news when i reached home.. its about a chinese company named "ah li ba ba".. that company is strong, in the sense that they know how to survive in the economic market, especiallychina market.. "ah li ba ba" has oso take in "yahoo" shares not long ago and ytd night de news said that that company has gone listed.. now is international company..

ok back to topic..

i've alot of stuffs in my mind..

i have WSS stuffs to settle..
i have to handle studies load and stress..
i have to produce quality work everytime..
i have to continue to write lyrics..
i have to maintain my studies and sleep..
i wanne play tennis..
i wanne play PC game..
i wanne go iceskating..
i wanne go clubbing..
i wanne go cycling..
i wanne go my 15km run..
i wanne slp..

I WANT YOU !!
I NEED YOU !!
I LIKE YOU !!

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2007-11-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

gt back my MP result..

think i can't suck any further..

need to suck lesser..

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its 2.45am now..

raining heavily outside..

bukitpanjang and jurong area are the same..

there goes my leg..

start aching again..

feel like chopping you !!

had this injury for yrs.. went xray cause last dec/jan ache like mad.. doctor dun wanne give me medical cert cause i still can walk.. some ppl look down on me cause i'm not normal.. some care for me.. i can feel that.. but this leg isn't doing good nowadays.. working is like a hinderance to me.. i can't work as a promoter.. gonna stand for many hours.. she wun allow de.. cause of this leg, i can't play basketball, i can't run..

gonna blame myself.. i "over-used" it.. my right knee is weak and my right ankle is injured too.. wat liao.. why everything combo to right side.. feel like chopping it off but i know having 2 legs is better than one..

sighhh..

2007-11-03T04:07:00.000+08:00

taken on 29th Oct 2007

2007-11-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

[ emo-li-zat-ion ]

sometime i feel that its neither worth to wait nor to spend time.. u're always on the losing end.. day by day, as the time pass by, every day and night, u ponder.. why is ur life like that.. everyone has their own difficultly in life.. no1 shld compare one's with the others..

sometime i just couldn't control myself to be emo.. maybe i wrote too mani emo songs?? or maybe its because of her?? i always talk to her.. msg, phone.. that's basically how we communicate..

sometime i love it, sometime not.. its realli a very "weird" feeling.. couldn't describe it.. i dun wish much.. i just need the girl i like, to be with me.. 0.o

some girls asked me alot of weird, funny or "interesting" qns.. but i guess onli a few know why..
i "created" a border myself.. now i've to break it down myself..

one of my ex said, "you're quite a nice guy but i lose it".. later on, i saw her nick, "once lost, forever lost"..

at times, human do not cherish stuffs around them until the day "they" were gone..

sighh ~

2007-10-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

Movie : Unrest

i wanne watch this movie.. might be watching it this wk.. who wan who wan??

0.o

2007-10-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmm..

i'm back !!

MISS me anyone??

haha..

today de sch is so siann.. haha.. as usual.. lectures and tutorials.. den NPnet abit sot sot.. can't chat online.. but i still can manage all my semester2 stuffs.. gt into a competition called "World Skills Competition" by my lecturer.. i promised him and he has confidence in me.. but i gonna start revising PHP/ASP.net now.. need them for web publishing competition next yr june.. now my laptop is full of software.. gt my mobile usabilty de and programming de.. now my HDD like dying liao..

LOL..

went to find serena for my MOS tix.. but ended up lost in jurong the BIG town.. the streetdirectory very funny one.. ask me count the number of bus stops but i counted and i was far from it.. so i ended up @ JJC den take bus to serena's house.. met her and gt my tix for tonight's MOS event.. after that i went home and pompom den go out with her again.. for dinner.. mcdonald.. OMG.. she wanted it.. cause she say BK not nice.. so as usual, i had fried stuffs for dinner.. after dinner, went MOS and take my attendance.. i gt a yellow tag!! haha.. the colour is much much better than orange.. abit sick of orange.. didn't go clubbing tonight.. just take attendance and give out tix to friends.. cause tml still gt lecture and a small presentation.. hmm.. after that, den sent serena home.. not realli home bah.. just pei her take MRT till jurong east MRT station.. cause from Dhoby Ghout i can take 700 de ma.. ya.. btw serena and i didn't realise that we took the wrong way.. blur me !! haha..

den

here i am !! ^^

X=

now i'm editing my lyrics..
i wanne perform on this coming MP..
next wk !!
come support me??

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2007-10-20T17:03:00.001+08:00

SICK !!

2007-10-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH !! pi ni de pigu ahhhh !! PHP !!

i've been studying for PHP/ASP.net for days but i still dun get it..

ahhhh !!

i dislike the feeling of "can't-get-answer"..
i dislike the feeling of "dun-get-it"..

AHHHHHH !!

PHP and ASP.NET !!

arghhhh !

stress due to this web publishing stuffs.. head will burst.. i'll be having competition next yr june-aug.. but i'm not prepared.. now den i start reading PHP.. i feel like breaking down.. go sch have lesson, come home slp.. its like Olevel time.. i'm drained everyday..

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the mix feeling is still HERE !!
shld i??
or
shld i not??

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2007-10-14T20:55:00.001+08:00

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2007-10-14T20:51:00.001+08:00

why am i blogging now??

sighh..

have a mixed feeling now..

started wen i come back from chalet..

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2007-10-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

TAGGY replied !!

☆高智明☆ to XINYI
yup.. i am !! hope u're too !! =)14 October 2007, 10:21 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to WEN
sch starting soon !!14 October 2007, 10:21 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to weixian
LINKED !!14 October 2007, 10:18 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to NANA
NANA !! =D14 October 2007, 10:18 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to jac
si jac !!14 October 2007, 10:18 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to p4nda
uploading of photos are far too long..next time i show to you..14 October 2007, 10:17 [GMT]

☆高智明☆ to shuying

this qn ahh.. i've to ask you bah.. u tried to add me in friendster.. =)14 October 2007, 10:16 [GMT]

2007-10-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

[ 11th to Present ]

i was slacking and play Command & Conquer 3 all the time.. den meet up with gary, shijia and the rest for kbox..

later i'm going supper with shibin, gary and the rest !!

WOW !!

i like to go out with them !!

[ extracted from www.gv.com.sg ]

i went to watch Resident Evil 3 with gary, shijia and wendy.. its a damn nice show.. i wanne recommend it to everyone here..for the action and the storyline.. its good.. but i guess there will be a part4.. why?? watch it and u'll understand..

[ 8th OCT to 10th OCT ]

SCC Chalet !!

i went Changi Aloha for SCC Chalet.. its a 3day 2 night chalet !! damn fun wor !!

on 8th OCT, gary, dixon and i were suposed to meet @ Bukit Batok MRT station @ about 12.40pm.. but dixon just woke up.. so i meet up with gary first.. den head toBukit Batok MRT station and play acrade games while waiting for dixon.. den dixon reached @ 2pm i guess... (2pm we shld be @ Tampines MRT station)

so meet up with dixon den we head to Tampines MRT station liao.. everyone was there waiting for us + huiyi..

LOL..

den we head straight to the chalet..

on the 2nd night, which is the BBQ night, i went OCH with some of the SCC ppl.. i see some stuffs there.. hmm, they were looking for ppl who can see them.. so they actually stand infront of them and wave.. but none reacted excluding me..

2007-09-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

TAGGY replied !!

☆高智明☆ to SUKI
miss you ahh?? gt la.. so long didn't see you 2 le.. FASTER meet up la !!

☆高智明☆ to kat
202.156.12.12 KAT KAT !! how are you?? must meet up SOON!!!!

☆高智明☆ to nicole..
202.156.12.12 no worries.. i'm fine..

☆高智明☆ to WEN
202.156.12.12 where have you been?? i wanne see you real soon.. HAHA..

☆高智明☆ to p4nda
202.156.12.12 sorry.. realli busy.. i'll update photos soon..

☆高智明☆ to juvena
202.156.12.12 linking !! =) do give me time, alright??

☆高智明☆ to szerui
LOL..
i stopped playing cabal online..

☆高智明☆ to fiona
202.156.12.12 NP !! meet up soon, ya?? =)

☆高智明☆ to YANS
yanyanyanyanyanyan yans !!!!!! hahaah.. realli sorry for the LATE reply !!

2007-09-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

HAHA !!

i'm back !!

anyone miss me??

tell u something, actually china is quite fun but abit too dusty..

X=

get to experience by going there !!

i like the night market over there.. its realli a bargaining market..

LOL..

get back to the main topic i wanne tok about today..

i've met new friends, like jasney, edwin, issac, clare, rene, BG, tim, tony, charmine, sharlyn, alan and mani more.. they are realli fun loving ppl and are so sooo happpening.. haha.. still rmber the last night in beijing, we went to KTV and sing out loud.. WOW.. that night was realli fun.. realli hope to see them soon.. miss them..

actually i was the medic for the study trip.. for the first few days, i was so bored carrying my first aid box around, up the "great wall of china" and to companies.. X= but @ de 2nd last day, liyuan cut himself.. i've job to do.. X= but hope that he is fine now.. =)

realli have alot alot of stuffs to say but i feel that pix will speak a thousand words.. so i'll be adding a slide show in my entry but not now.. cause i'm still trying to figure out how to.. LOL..

patience, ppl !! especially, kat.. X=

alright !! i'll get back to my blog asap, ya??

smile always everyone !!

[ pix to be updated tml ]

2007-09-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

everyone is emo.. =(

emo !~

everyone is emo-ing.. me too.. ytd night i quarrel with her.. i dunno is just bicker or quarrel leix.. but she dun reply my msg now.. T.T feel so remorse la.. wat liao.. sorry..

tml going sch.. for pre-depart meeting.. after that going temple with gary.. >.<

i'm going beijing, china soon..

Flight info:

Our flight is confirmed:

Leaving Singapore for Beijing: 07Sep SQ812 ( 0115 - 0720 )

Leaving Beijing for Singapore: 13Sep SQ801 ( 1600 - 2220 )

i miss her ~

2007-08-29T05:23:00.001+08:00

it has been years.. years i know them.. quarrel with them b4.. talk back to them b4.. with them most of my time..

they are my friends.. actually i've some stuffs wanne say out very long ago le..

i've nvr regret knowing them.. friends like shibin; will lecture me and correct my thinking.. gary; will correct my theory.. dixon; lamer.. no matter wat must laugh.. and still gt alot more..

although i'm still very childish now.. but i've learnt alot from them.. theory and physical side de.. its realli good to have them as my friends..

today is dixy's birthday !! gonna disturb him later.. X=

2007-08-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

i'm just a little bit sick bah..

runny nose + giddy + knee ache..

runny nose is alright to me bah.. i fall down when i was young and hurt myself.. went through operation and doctor from general hospital say can't cure, can redure the rate of having runny nose onli..

giddy ahh.. doctor test my bloodpressure.. ok leix.. he didn't say anything.. so i think shld be ok bah..

knee cap.. that stupid cap always like that one.. ache no ache ache no ache.. lucky there's someone care for me.. LOL.. there.. that's her !!

X=

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i just slp for like few hours?? and so mani things happened.. wat's wrong now?? -.- why life is like that.. i feel so remorse now..

2007-08-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

Song Update !!

晴天娃娃 (演唱江语晨)

2007-08-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

PIZZA DAY !!

had pizza as dinner with my family..

realli realli.. it took years for my family to settle down for just a meal..

2007-08-22T04:17:00.000+08:00

yup yup !!

just created a blog for my Whosgoing.sg friends..

http://whosgoing-rsg.blogspot.com/

2007-08-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hey Sugar !!

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[whosgoing, extracted at 21th August 2007, 11.21pm http://www.whosgoing.sg/viewevent.php?id=1379 ]

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PM me in msn or TAG me if u need tix..

=)

2007-08-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

that's my flight.. leaving for beijing.. yeahh, i'm going for a study trip with NP..

Leaving Singapore for Beijing: 07Sep SQ*** (0115 - 0720)
Leaving Beijing for Singapore: 13Sep SQ*** (1600 - 2220)

2007-08-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

I'M ALIVE !!

recommend !! this rubber thing is realli great !! realli good !! dry hair or wet hair.. can style easily !! good stuff !! haha.. like drugs sia.. X=

MOS @ Dusty !! ^^ (16th August 2007) a good day to club.. BUT still, too mani sauage around.. unlike ladies' night.. ladies' night was realli WOOSP !! X=

ok this is my tag for thurs (16th August 2007) my tag is getting fatter sia..

haha.. i was on duty.. =D

yeahh !! its RSG day again !! its ladies' night !! and i took this pix @ de brisge near MOS.. nice ahh.. i think so too, eh??

2007-08-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

japanese food !! yum yum !! and this is from SIM de foodcourt.. ^^ had lunch with hadi, wailiang, rongyuan & hafiz.. de food here is nicer than NPs.. X=

yup yup!! 5/5 X= i get from COS quiz and this is 5% for my COS semester.. weets !~~~ ^^

2007-08-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

i'm still alive !! X=

moshi moshi !! how are you, all?? good huh?? =D

let me blog about my wk bah..

monday - trying to understand Business Statistic again..

tuesday - no IS.. started off with IMA assignment.. its about web design.. we were given a company and the requirements.. i mug through this with my classmates.. thank god i've classmates who give me support and help me.. as i said earlier, i skipped my IS lesson cause last lesson le.. no more lecture.. so rather dun go.. den 10am++ hadi called me and ask me to go back NP and help them with html.. did i had my lunch? yup.. its chicken rice from SIM.. kelvin bought it for us.. the food in SIM is great.. simply love it.. X=

wednesday - didn't go CCA.. was realli tired as tuesday night i continued doing my web design till 5am and wake up @ 7am for sch.. i was panda-like.. >.< x=" if">

thursday - ok la.. thurs.. quite sian oso.. i didn't eat.. cause no time to eat.. i was trying my best to do touch up for my web design and oso help my classmates.. now gt wailiang to help me, if not everyone is gonna call "ken!! ken".. at least now gt "ken!! eh, he not free!! wailiang!!" haha.. thank you, wai liang boss.. SAME !! went home and do touch up !! but i slpt earlier.. i slpt @ 4.30am.. LOL !!

friday - last day for web design = submition of assignment.. i completed my web design through out the night.. =D first 3 slots are Business Statistics, we were doing revision for next wk's exam.. after that, we had lunch and started doing touch up for web design.. today i see more panda.. X=

today is a saturday.. hmm, who is free?? wanne go out?? shopping?? movie?? or walk walk?? >.<

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phone yanyi just now.. she was having runny nose.. special case.. X= her voice damn cute la.. and she was eating honeystars just now.. sore throat still eat honeystars.. den tell me wat put honeystars inside water and u will get honey.. LOL.. XP and one more !! that's a secret !! its about de measurement thing.. haha !! its a secret !! so can't tell.. =D

yanyi, recover soon!! >.<

phone again !! X=

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good night, everybody !! enjoy ur wkends..

2007-08-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

8pm now and i'm having my first meal of the day.. its a cake.. my sister de birthday cake.. haha.. i was realli too busy with my web design that i dun feel like going down to the canteen for breakfast and lunch.. its realli omg.. and i know miss fiona is gonna nag @ me again.. X= i realli realli too busy!!

ya.. ytd i didn't go SCC.. gary said maybe not going ma cause he wasn't in sch for lesson ytd.. so i tot he wun go for SCC but i gt his call in the evening and he was in sch.. LOL.. den ytd night i was mugging web design till midnight and i went to bed.. realli can't tahan le.. cause tues night i do html till wed morning 5am++ den slp..

tok about today again.. had my COS test today.. ok la.. can do.. can pass and score or not is another problem!! =D wish me good luck ah.. today i saw her again.. that girl i always see during exam days.. and today we took the same bus again.. haha.. cause she live in BP too.. X= hmm, wanne tok to her but dunno wat to say leix.. she is from IT class.. year1 oso.. wat liao!! >.< i wanne know her!! haha.. and my bro hadi told me that he wanne know another girl.. LOL..

i went sch today and ry told me that his laptop went missing.. that's omg.. i tried calling the SBS hotline but i couldn't get through..

hmm.. gonna rest den start my html again.. =D

cya everyone!!

2007-08-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

that was de lunch ytd.. i had onli a meal ytd.. hmm, 11am++ wake up and rush back to NP.. have to help some of my classmates with html+java thing.. we are doing web design.. i even used de projector and show them how to type out some of de codes.. X= den today didn't eat anything till i get home @ around 6pm.. cause from 9am till 5pm, i was rushing de web design and helping my classmates.. didn't realli touch my web page today cause i was "moving" around..

knew someone.. she is YanYi.. she damn cute la.. she saw my nick today -> [ a matchstick scratch his head and died ] LOL.. YAN YAN YAN !! dun always eat instant noodles la.. -.-"

i'll be very very busy with my studies for this 2wks.. exam period.. and i slpt @ 5 this morning.. =.=" now still can tahan..

2007-07-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

50 TIX !! for WhosGoing ppl!! haha.. i didn't go.. i was far too tired on thurs.. after the movie and i was realli drained.. b4 that i was rushing my programming assignment.. that programming assignment realli can kill me sia.. >.< (finally its done!!) who wanne go for the next party/free party?? pls pls.. add me to msn and let me know.. thanks alot !!

TIX !! haha.. its cathay de tix.. the movie, Alone.. ok la.. quite nice.. but i expect more.. >.< x="

one more thing !! i told my classmates, i'm gonna go watch the movie, Alone.. and they replied me, "why go watch alone?!!?" hahah..

laugh pls.. X=

seen this park b4? haha.. its actually located beside Somerset MRT Station.. =D took this pix when i waiting for bus number 700 (going home)..

2007-07-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

楼下的。HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! =D u're 17 this year le !! haha..

OMG !! wat's that !! that's from cassandra !! haha.. she gave me that.. its HELLO KITTY !! =D POWER KITTY !! XP thanks cassandra.. =)

2007-07-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-23T09:47:00.000+08:00

wat a dumb kiwi ~

[ Alone ]

OK!! this is it !! this is de latest movie by the director of the "shutter".. i dunno de name of the director but i like his/her movie.. GUYS!! if u've watched "shutter" the movie, i'm sure u will love this movie.. =) i trust this director.. ^^ this movie is actually the movie i wanted to watch with her.. who will watch this movie with me.. LOL.. >.<

(quoted from http://www.gv.com.sg/moviedetails/gv_moviedetails_1933.jsp)

Pim buries her past in Thailand and starts her new life with a caring and lovable husband, Vee, in Korea. Their marriage life seems to be all too normal with a decent and stable job, great friends, etc. All seems well - That is before Pim receives a telephone call from Thailand. She is informed that her mother has fallen very ill due to a yet un-diagnosable disease. Pim and Vee travel back to her hometown to be by her mother's side. From the first moment she arrives in Thailand Pim experiences extremely vivid flashbacks of painful memories that she has tried so hard to forget. But there is something different about these flashbacks. The flashes conjure up a sense of innate warmth that is similar to the feeling of "someone" close to her. Pim finds herself constantly haunted by these lingering feelings of attachment that compels her to confront her deep dark emotions that eventually lead her to remember that she has a twin sister. Now as her memories slowly comes back and the pieces of the puzzle begin to start to fall into place Pim eventually recognizes just what that innate sense of warmth is... It is the feeling of being attached to another person by an organ that bonds two lives in such a way that she could never be free. But that would be impossible? What had to be done was finished; ended along time ago. Unless...? Pim is not alone! And this is just the beginning of a horrifying realization that Pim will never be allowed to ever forget...what does not want to be forgotten!

[ Dead Silence ]

one of the movie i wanted to watch during the 7th month.. it shld be quite nice bah..

(quoted from http://www.gv.com.sg/moviedetails/gv_moviedetails_7389.jsp)

Old ladies, ventriloquist dummies, decrepit small-towns, and dolls are all exploited for their full creepy potential in DEAD SILENCE, a relatively innocent but thoroughly scary horror feature from the makers of SAW. After a heavily stylized black-and-white opening credit sequence that shows the story's central ghost, Mary Shaw, constructing her beloved ventriloquist dolls back in her heyday, the film transports viewers to the present. As newlyweds Jamie (Ryan Kwanten) and Lisa Ashen putter lovingly about their apartment far from their hometown of Raven's Fair, it is clear that something bad is about to happen. This dread is only further cemented when a knock on the door leads the lovebirds to discover an unmarked box containing a worn but eerily lifelike ventriloquist's dummy. Lisa is all too friendly towards the doll and gets what's coming to her when Jamie goes out to pick up some takeout, returning to find his wife's mangled body (minus her tongue) propped up like the dummy seemingly responsible for her death. With detective Jim Lipton (Donnie Wahlberg) on his heels, and a very guilty dummy in his passenger seat, grieving Jamie returns to Raven's Fair with the hunch that his wife's death is linked to the town's murdered ventriloquist, Mary Shaw. Once grand, Raven's Fair is now in a state of decay, and many of its inhabitants have died mysterious and brutal deaths in the years since Jamie was last home. Jamie arrives at his wealthy father's home, only to find a young new bride (Amber Valetta) by his side. No one wants to talk about Mary Shaw, let alone whisper her name. If Jamie is going to get to the bottom of the Mary Shaw legend, he'll have to face the town's past on his own. Arriving in the midst of the gore/torture trend (SAW, HOSTEL), DEAD SILENCE comes as a breath of fresh air. It's nice to see that a horror movie can still use gore with discretion and deliver a fright through old-fashioned scare tactics and a premise as simple as a ghost story.

2007-07-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. this is de sick chicken dun wanne see a doctor.. OOPS!!! X=

yup yup !! its shibin and gary.. i went to find shibin, gary (sb cousin) and his friends in NP.. we went to sing songs in NP cause gonna let de time pass.. 6pm gt guitar lesson and i'm getting BORED.. OMG... =.=" guess wat?? NP has pool table and "kbox-like" rooms.. haha.. NP ROCKS !!

hehe.. its my dinner last night.. dinner @ KAP (King Alb. Park) with SCC members.. ^^ hmm, i always order the Mcspicy Burger Meal and they always give me lots of veg.. LOL..

that's my lunch today.. haha its "tabao" food again.. this time its from canteen1.. (its from canvana) its edible.. X= alot alot nicer than the canteen3's butter rice.. OMG.. that rice is realli a killer.. >.<

2007-07-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

LOVE.. People in r/s always use the word LOVE but wat does LOVE realli means and wat does LOVE stands for?? can anyone tell me??

so wat about infatuation?? has anyone told u about the difference btw LOVE and infatuation?? its hard to tell the differences btw LOVe and infatuation.. but there are some signs of infatuation and LOVE.. infatuation occurs wen u like someone so suddenly that u didn't even realise it.. ok wat about LOVE?? i dunno.. i seriously dunno.. can anyone tell me??

i'm glad that she went to see a doctor.. maybe that guy has convinced her.. i wanne chat with her.. but i dunno wat to say to her..

i've been putting a mask to sch for a wk.. its tough.. realli tough.. sometimes i feel like breaking down cause crying can help to numb me.. but this time, it failed to do so.. i know it sound stupid, or it is stupid to cry for a girl, but i just can't help it..

seriously i've lost confidence in speech.. lost confidence in almost anything.. i had IS presentation this wk.. and i tok like i've stage fright.. sigh ~! i dunno wat to say.. i think my speech has let my team down in their presentation..

i wanne go kbox.. i realli wan.. but who can follow me go kbox?? all are so busy.. with semester exams and projects..

was alone these days.. i was damn sad about alot of stuffs..

i wanne go MOS, i wanne go ZOUK, i wanne go ESKI BAR..

i wanne go clubbing, i wanne go pubbing, i wanne go dance and drink..

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i miss her presence.. i know she wun be there for me again..

2007-07-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

You are 13% evil

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You are 61% Emo

You are pretty Emo. You like the music, styles and way of life but it doesn�t really control your life. There is more to you than just another cute Emo face.

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You are the occasional stoner. When it is offered at a party, you’ll have some, but other wise, you don’t partake very often. You are super easy going, and you are always looking for a good time.

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2007-07-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

2007-07-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

MINDEF letter.. ppl get grey.. why mine is RED!!!! i'm enlisted for NS.. -.- i tot i deferred le.. wat liao.. now i've to defer again.. if i defer failed how?? den i gonna go NS le.. i hate that la.. wat liao.. they even asked me to go do bodycheckup and do waist measurements.. i gt so fat ah?? have to "tin zhuo" my uniform.. X= just joking.. they just wanne know de size and etc etc etc..

ok.. this is my messy and "standing" hair.. nice or not? X= i'm not photogenic.. >_<

this is de attire i wore to M.O.S on thurs.. i went M.O.S for ambassador meeting @ 9.30pm but 1100pm le still haven start, so i went home.. X=

my stupid ankle.. ok.. its right leg problem again.. this ankle problem happened almost 10yrs ago.. see de 2 "pop" out thing?? bottom one is de ankle and de "pop" out further away is de injury.. i had that injury for almost 10yrs.. -.- last night ache like siao.. sit down ache.. walk oso ache.. dun move oso ache.. realli can't slp.. BUT i still can run.. please dun think that i'm not healthy and i can't do sports..

wat about my knee? nah.. its not getting any better.. worse? yes.. worsen.. think i'm going back to hospital for checkup again.. might have to go to ward.. cause i think i need an operation.. gt time den i go back to hospital for checkup bah.. i rather take this time to study and be emo and oso walk around @ orchand.. the after effect of the operation isn't good.. put wat bloody screws in and some metal bars.. damn them.. and i'm gonna be crippled for life.. still thinking about it.. cause i feel that my right knee dun have the "strength" it used to have.. sometime i walk, i will slant to the right.. sigh !~

Dixy asked me do PHYSIOTERAPHY !!

noooooooo dun be like my doctor.. say de same thing.... noooooooooo ~@!

2007-07-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)[?]
The Bottom Line
A blast from the past stirs up confusing issues. Consult a brutally honest friend.

In Detail
A blast from the past offers some benefits and some problems for you today, but you will still find yourself drawn to this person -- yet again. Are you letting yourself fall back into a bad pattern of behavior, or are you freeing yourself to give this person one more chance? Get some insight from the people in your life who you know will tell you the truth as they see it. Trust them to tell you what they believe to be right. Be prepared to hear things you don't want to hear.

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gary asked me not to believe horoscope.. X=

OOPS!!

no la.. i just wanne tease him.. X=

2007-07-09T09:22:00.000+08:00

BRAND NEW !!

eh.. its monday again !! how's everyone?? no monday blue ah ~ =D everybody !! smile !! ^^

2007-07-08T03:01:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-07T02:25:00.000+08:00

=*(

2007-07-06T09:08:00.000+08:00

MORNING !!

=D

i've been busy this wk and i've no time for my dear..

x(

BUT BUT !!

TML i'm going ZOO !!

2007-06-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

i'm still breathing !!

CT results ah.. not realli that good.. was quite disappointed with my results though.. sigh.. and i threw my temper on my dear.. sorry..

damn it la.. i tio backstabbed for mani times.. wat's wrong with this society?? in sec life, i tio backstabbed cause ppl wanne climb higher than me in NCC ranks.. now in poly, ppl backstabbed me to pull my marks down.. these ppl realli ____.

10days more till our 1st annniv.. i'm single for 2yrs and now i'm attached.. i'm happily attached.. sent her home whenever i can.. but i always make her cry and sad.. omg.. i'm so useless.. the words which i used are too "violent" for her.. sigh ~ i seriously dun mean it.. for that 2wks holiday, we went out almost everyday.. and now sch starts le, see her on wkends and wed onli.. quite miss her.. now she shld be @ orchand having her event.. i miss her..

i'll fulfill my promise, laopo !!

toking about my leg again.. condition wise, still ok.. "lau yang zi".. no change.. sometime ache, sometime dun.. wat's de problem with u.. wanne me chop u den u happy?? sigh ~

2007-06-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

miss jessica !!

where are u le ??

seriously i'm missing you like mad and i'm worried for u too..

though u went back to m`sia with ur mum but i'm still worried.. i've heard/seen news on papers and news on tv about de safely in malaysia.. its realli omg.. realli pray hard that u're fine.. u're realli realli fine.. no hurt..

[ 17June2007 - 1548hrs to 20June2007 - 0105hrs ] => [ 2days 8hrs 17min ]

from 17June2007, u left Singapore.. 1548hr was de last msg i gt from u and till now, 20June2007, 0105hr, i get neither ur sms replies nor msn replies.. dear, where are u?? maybe i'm too paranoid or i'm just having some wild thinkings cause of boredom, but i'm realli worried sick..

OMG.. wat shld i do now?? seriously i dunno but to wait for her call.. she say she will come back today, 20June2007.. later still gt to do my projects in school and oso my CCA.. how am i going to concentrate??

guess wat just now, 7pm++ i tot my phone have msg.. i tot i heard de msg tone, but dun have.. arghh.. can u please just reply me?? i'm not getting enough slp for de 3nights le.. today will be de 4th??

i keep on look @ de msg she sent to me.. all de time and date and content.. its realli omg.. i check her friendster, msn and blog every few hrs.. think that she will come online.. but in the end, she didn't..

pray hard that she come back safely..

x(

2007-06-13T07:47:00.000+08:00

MAYDAY !! haha.. that was de ticket !! muahhahahah !! nice nice??

=D

this thumbdrive is FREE !! although its just a 1GB TD but its FREE !! LOL.. my dad gt it from his oversea trip de luckydraw !! haha.. and that's MINE !! muahahaha !!

linksys !! starhub gave me that !! =D

went orchand with jessica on monday to watch "gui ah gui ah" !! its damn lame la de show !! i think u all shld go watch it.. realli damn lame and still lame !! =D

kbox lunch !! that lunch i had with my SCC friends @ c.leisure !! =)

OHH !! CLUBBING !! FUN FUN FUN !! LOL.. no la.. its underage party!! LOL.. and i saw alot of my classmates over there.. PLUS some of my campmates too !! hahahaha.. i was de minor part who were wearing de "yellow" tag.. >_<>

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just now i walked home and my right knee ache like MAD !! just a small little slope leix.. den ache... aiyo, why today must ache.. -.-"

2007-06-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

though i have fun, but so?? i can't even walk properly lol.. i'm always blogging about my stupid leg.. why?? wat's wrong with my stupid leg today?? it ache again.. wth~ can u please STOP aching for god sake?!?!?! i wanne walk.. i seriously wanne walk.. i wanne walk properly without pain.. i wan!! please!! sports?? i can't!! swimming can?? ya.. slowly bah.. my knees dun have that strength to push myself forward.. that's why i'm swimming this slowwww.. i can run 5km @ one go but why cant i even swim 1 lap?? interest?? maybe?? i've interest for running.. i can't stop my leg from aching and no1 can.. u know very sad one or not.. some ppl ask me, why i walk so fast?? cause i wanne get a sit asap.. sit down will ease abit of my pain.. but it is not gonna help everytime.. just now while i was with jon and samatha, my whole leg ache like hell.. stress with CT, nvm.. now still stress with u, my stupid leg.. eat wat medicine.. its not gonna recover anyway.. just mantain the condition.. wat's de use sia.. i've jelly leg.. how sad.. x(

2007-06-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

guess guess !! wat i see from cold storage !?!?!?!

SUKI !!! haha.. i know her for 9 yrs le !! she is my BEST FRIEND !! ^^

make a guess again !!?!?!? wat's this !?!?!?!?! its baby food !! haha.. so cute right?? LOL..

ok !! that's SUKI with baby food !! haha !!

OK !! AGAIN !! SUKI with something DIFFERENT !! its sweets !! fisherman FRIENDS !! LOL..

ANDES !! VERY VERY NICE CHOCOLATE !! MUST TRY !!

"AFTER EIGHT" is other NICE CHOCOLATE !! MUST TRY !!

"Lindt" is from swiss !! its actually chocolate !! nice nice one !! ^^

my fingers?? nooooo !! SUKI"s !! haha.. XP

seems nice?? actually i dunno leix.. someone try and tell me nice or not !! PLEASE !! X=

CUBA !?!?! i tot is a country?? X=

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went woodlands in the evening with jon and suki !! we went to the arcade and search for the "gt clutch" de racing game.. but it cost 1.50dollars.. so i decided not to play.. muhahhaa.. later lose, den PS sia.. =D

2007-06-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

its so random today ~

i'm stress !!

damn stress !!

CT isn't going on plan today !!

HELP !!

conversation about a ruler and a rock?? =D

Addition Math?? YES !! X= but this time its about relationships.. i'd similiar graph for today's test but mine is all about mobile and business side, r/s..

2007-06-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

ok.. so long didn't post le.. miss me ma??

=D

let's tok about something..

X=

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[ 1st June 2007 ]

BIG day !! u know why?? its my 9th BEST FRIEND de birthday !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SAMANTHA SWEE aka SUKI !! she's having her 19th sweet birthday on 1st of June 2007.. still rmber ABIT of her "image" in pri and sec sch.. haha.. now she is currently in NAFA and i'm in poly but we still contact.. (hey!! why am i promoting her?? she is sweety attached to my buddy, jonathan neo)

^^

SUKI !! enjoy ur lovely 19th..

=)

[ 2nd June 2007 ]

sorry, andy & gary & bin.. i broke the promise.. cause i went for MayDay concert on that day..

i went MayDay Concert on 2nd June 2007 with jessica and her friends.. realli enjoyed myself over there(expo).. sometimes i still think that i'll get lost @ the expo.. haha.. city link oso!! LOL.. cause that day i met huiyi first and brought her around..

[ 3rd June 2007 ]

study day!! but i didn't study much oso.. stress is piling up, man !! like free one !! more and more !! more and more !! LOL.. tml is CT (common test).. i realli hope that everyone will score in CT!! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE !!

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[ ABIT MORE about 2nd June 2007 ]

seriously, i enjoyed myself @ MayDay Concert @ the expo but my knees are aching like siao that night.. i couldn't concentrate on the concert as it aches through the whole concert.. didn't tell anyone i guess.. alot of MayDay fans started moving out from their sits and towards the front but i was sitting down.. haha.. that pain that i can't describe.. the pressure that i can't accept..

hospitalise : is it a "yes" or a "no"??
back to specialist : is it a "yes" or a "no"??
minor operation : is it a "yes" or a "no"??
results of operation : is it a "yes" or a "no"??

toking about hospitalise, i hate to be hospitalise.. just like one of my friend.. both of us hate hospital.. although everytime i tell her to go hospital for HER operation but myself, i'm scared too.. sigh ~

wat about going back to specialist?? she is gonna tell me nutty stuffs or words which i dun understand.. german?? japanese?? no.. just some "doc" words and i will just "orh orh orh" *nod*

operation for?? its operation for my knees.. so what are they going to do to my knees?? add metal i guess..

positive results?? half half i say?? minor operation.. and u get walking legs BUT u get 1 leg shorter.. -_-||

2007-05-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

sigh ~

made someone angry today.. (shld be ytd evening)

i'm sorry.. i'm realli sorry..

bu yao shen qi le hao ma??

x(

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tot of going cycling with gary after CT but..

my knees can't make it..

i feel the ache just now @ kbox..

but ache isn't de main problem i was concerning..

is that girl..

2007-05-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

一个人有
二只眼睛
三种想法
四只手脚
五个器官
六种理想
七海游泳
八抓鱼泳
九死一生
十你做梦

i feel so stress.. like the other, i am studying for common test.. i fall aslp in de masterbedroom just now..

2007-05-27T17:23:00.002+08:00

toot toot jessica !!

* bleahx *

2007-05-27T17:23:00.001+08:00

[ 19th May 2007 ]

DnD for Sports Camp [ AKHA ]

2007-05-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

[ 26th May 2007 ]
FunFair !!

who say can't link?? jiamin can.. LOL

[ 23th May 2007 ]

Dinner @ KAP with my SCC friends.. see de burger.. WOW.. so much veg.. =D

2007-05-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

nice?? there's mud cake, mango cake and chocolate foundae!!

weets !~

monday went dinner with karmen @ taka @ coffee club!!

haha.. had lots of fun over there.. tok about all de mango stuffs..

2007-05-21T09:47:00.000+08:00

my DnD meal !!

weetsss !!

^^

why are there sooooo mani fork and knifes???

X=

zilian time !!!

2007-05-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

went out with gary to bugis/orchand last sat for DnD shopping spreeeeeee... X= bought 2 belt.. 1 for me and 1 for my bro.. =D i saw sammie and jonny !! ^^

last wk i gt back my function test and i gt 30.5/35.. =D and teacher gave me a chocolate.. hehe..

ohh great.. its medicine time.. =D went see doctor last sat.. haha..

2007-05-13T17:19:00.000+08:00

When you were one year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were two years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were three years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were four years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by colouring the dining room table.

When you were five years old, she dressed you for holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest puddle of mud.

When you were six years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming "I'M NOT GOING!".

When you were seven years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbour's window.

When you were eight years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were nine years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were ten years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were eleven years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were twelve years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting till she left the house.

When you were thirteen, she suggested a haircut. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were fourteen, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were fifteen, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were sixteen, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were seventeen, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were eighteen, she cried at your High School Graduation. You thanked her by staying up partying until dawn.

When you were nineteen, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus and carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so that you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were twenty, she asked if you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying "It's none of your business".

When you were twenty one, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying "I don't wanna be like you".

When you were twenty two, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were twenty three, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were twenty four, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling "Muuhh-ther, please!".

When you were twenty five, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were thirty, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her "Things are different now".

When you were forty, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday. You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now".

When you were fifty, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on your HEART.

2007-05-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

my COS teacher damn cute sia.. teach de inter presentation and Two's complement arithmetics..

^^

i'm still as sick as b4..

[ continue blogging later ]

2007-05-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

went for sch as usual.. used mani mani tissue for my runny nose this morning.. =\ was damn sick can.. =/ gt runny nose, gt cough, gt fever, gt sore throat, gt throat infection.. wo de shen!! X=

went for SCC today.. damn fun sia.. today we created a song.. haha.. a short one.. led by gary and jiajun.. ^^ i realli can't sing these days.. throat is screaming!! >.<

den we went to KAP for supper.. sat with gary and jiajun as usual.. on my left gt qiuyun, ziqin, ivy and some more girls.. X= den on my right gt some guys.. haha..

one funny part.. gary wonder why ziqin eat nuggets for all supper time.. so he said, "why eat nuggets onli?" and ziqin replied, "har? nan ren?" X= she heard wrongly and tot gary said "nan ren" den later ivy overheard it and said "nai?" (milk) LOL

so fun being with them.. but i keep coughing.. during LT 73A, i sat beside gary and jinsha.. i think i've pass de flu virus to her.. >.< she is sneezing now.. X=

tml sch ends @ 3pm but i've IS meeting till dunno wat time..

dunno wen wanne see doc.. no time.. realli..

still gt somemore projects like FP/COS and FP and IMA and FSP..

OMG.. i'm dying..

2007-05-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

nose ah nose..

sniff and sniff..

like dog nose like that..

=\

FLU + cough + throat infection = dunno leix..

=/

2007-05-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

today realli very blur.. i tot today gt test sia..

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realli damn blur today..

lack of slp..

=/

2007-05-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

[ Fri ] [ 4th May 2007 ]

good hair day ah?? but it rain.. LOL..

2007-05-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

nvr feel so bad b4..

realli.. this is de first time..

i know i've sorethroat.. so i drink alot of water.. and i just woke up to pee.. =\ den i went to cough out de greeny thing @ my throat.. yes, it come out.. it come out with blood.. -.- therefore, i dun think its sorethroat le.. its more to sore infection.. gonna spend money to tok to doctor again.. wat the hell.. i hate medicines.. T.T i alrdy have big pills for my legs.. now gonna see doctor again and give me @ least 3type of medicine.. siannn.. i'm realli short of money now.. i dun wish to touch the cash in my bank.. =\ i didn't use my card b4..